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Shame has it's way to run circles around reason. We as humans got the incredible ability to regard ourselves as the most important individual on earth and also secretly loathe what we are.

Lascia perdere, todo va bene. Beh ... recuerdo, that time che la mia zia speaking ov ye 話者 dijo:

era como hablar con un adulto chiquito

Ma io ricordo. And yeah I did talk about enhancing RAM via tarjetas. Tante robe que es un poco difícil de get se tu sei outsider. Ma no tenía mucho otro tema con los adultos.

A child was I back then, and I do remember the way she was ... simple times they say, chilhood (right?) Non è proprio no at all. As a child I believe in all sorts of thing a grown person would tell me, but there were barriers. The adults, the big boys, the girls and so forth. A place to belong is always a Must (haha Not) yet as a child you wear it as a badge. I'm worthy bc big boy, lean, good at soccer und wiri wiri wiri.

Everyone as several groups to belong. She was the guardian between the little ones and the adults, and she was set on enforcing the grown up rules (آنا , yeah you share name but she is also Paula) probably cause it set her in a place of power.

And back then I was the outsider. Ademas tenemos cosas de las que nadie habla pero están ahí, tan solidas como tu y como yo.

Not so sure if they want me in yet. Maybe the reason I was kept outside the "in group" was precisely me. I remain being the nail that sticks out, but also the finger that points back at you the discrepancies the way you are over time.

Fist my family, then my friends.
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