March 03, 2018

Füranna 2

okay, so maybe I overestimate the reach of the ears floating arround this are words I'm good at words, but also good at taking action. A friend of mine is an engineer and is taking trips to Deutchland time to time, so, I planned quick as a hare, I might claim my right to vacations and left this place for a while, maybe we could meet a middle ground and so and so, but I'm not here alone, my old folks have entered elderness and the house we (me&dad) live is being rented, I want to have want everyone wish for.Ç Stability. A bit of stability the future runs in all directions and soon you realize as a human being you're hanging from the tread woven by others long time ago. Dad says I would be burning money too fast traveling so hasty, says "you'll be alone" and treatens with organ harvesting and the perils of leaving my safe safe country. Society turns and pushes back and forth people scream EQUALITY and people scream PLEASE DON'T HARM ME people whisper to their partners at nite "I'm the appex predator, no harm will come to you" and then get bended by the circumstances. A volcanoe erupts, the ground shake, the winds turn too fast, we suffer. All that seems to provide some ensurance of people being a bit human to you in time of need is this imaginary token of "I did my part" made and aknowledged by other humans. And obiously I wish for the best for you and your loved ones, but they may also get suspicious of this boy out of the blue. You seem young. You also feel like someone who can understand.

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